Aint no other love like this Justine Bieber is singing in my ear and Our love was like no other. You are no longer in your vessel. I can feal your soul and hear your voice and see your face. You are so clear in my mind because we talked every day. Good morning beautiful! Fuck who is going to say that now.I feel selfish because I still need you. Who am I going to call to tell all my dumb shit to. Who is going to remind me of all the memories I forget but you remind me of. You know me so many versions of me and as I grew you grew and we never grew apart. You were my sunshine, my gossip girl, my rock. You were so special and close to my heart. You listened every time. we never gave up on eachother. You picked up and never made me feel like a burdon. We had eachothers back. When we wanted to give up the other person listened and fought so we didnt have to fight alone. We had plans, you had plans. You wanted to give up in the darkest times but you didnt you stayed.I think this caught you off guard and you were able to go in peace. You left your human form but you are still in my heart. My soul can feel yours. I will never forget you. I will never stop loving you. I know you are still helping me, reminding me that I am Powerful and Beautiful. That I am heading in the right direction. You are still in my crew you just went to catch up with all the old homies, tell them all hi and give others big hugs for me. I dont know when this will feel real but for now it’s an up and down process. You know what as I am writing this I see another post from a beautiful woman in your life. She speaks on your kindness, your I will always have you back loving and caring and FUCK!!! You had a hard life but you always put others first. Your heart was so big. You knew how to make someone feel special. I hope you felt loved cause you are. I hope you knew how much you meant to others. How many lives you left an impression with. You lived in fight n flight in survival mode and still wanted to see the sun set, explore,
6/28/26
You wanted to be the best version of you. Your goals were real, you words were powerful. Its been two months since I wrote the first half. Brad you are still here, we built this next chapter of my life together. You promised that you would make sure I would always be taken care of. We did it, we fought for us Brad and now we get to help so many other people find their creative outlet. Have a safe place. Your vessel is still here, and I got the news that the courts approved my request! Soon the vessel you were given will be released and what remains here will be an empire that you help build. You tickle my ears, you speak up when my voice goes quiet, you reminded me that I have value. That I am a boss Bitch and can do anything I put my fucking mind to!!! I built this empire with every broken piece, job, interaction, lesson, ALL OF MY LIFE EXPERIENCES brought me here. We completed this chapter with a killer ending for a Series! You will always belong here. Thank you my angel I will alwys love you